or I could have actually know that it's gonna be so difficult to stop being a SAHM and switch to being a FTWM. It kinda torn my heart into pieces just by thinking I will not be spending my almost 24X7 with BB Seth. Feeling loss, missing BB Seth, the time that I spend with him, watching him growing up and achieving the milestones in his babyhood, it's definitely priceless. Such feelings, can't never be well describe using plain English. You can only be able to understand, when you become a mother yourself. The power of Love, the love for your own child, is so great and never ending, never wanna provide anything less than best for your own child. It's termed, UNCONDITIONAL. It's only now, that I can understand our Father's love for us, and what I am feeling now is just a fraction of what He has felt for us! Now, can you imagine how much God loves us, that He has even sacrifice Jesus just to obtain the Father and child relationship with us? The reconciliation?? The...