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Just can't sleep

Tried to sleep early last night after breast fed BB Seth, it was 9pm. I was tired since I didn't nap at all during the day. However, after the session of feeding I was lying on bed with a very active mind. Many thoughts but don't know why. Hiaz. Anyway, Olive Tree came in and he slept earlier than I am!!! kudosh!

Damn, I have insomnia. I got up from bed @ 0030hrs after failure to enter dreamland. Had a cup of warm milk. Gosh, have to get back to sleep. Still, with active mind, tossed and turned. End up, BB Seth woke up for his midnite feed at 0145hrs. It was a struggle for me as I tried to catch some sleep but *sob sob*, nothing works! I am only getting the sleep around 0300hrs. I woke up at 0700hrs with a very tired mind. Guess it was a bad start for the day.

We did not have our weekend outing today. Guess Olive Tree was scared that BB Seth will have repercussion effects of Wednesday's outing. Anyway, I went out for breakfast with my friend in the morning. Didn't really had any great breakfast and have a pretty emptied stomach. Didn't have lunch except for a slice of bread with choc milk. I tried to go for my dreamland tour after shower. Alas! Again a futile session. Turn out, grouchy and Olive Tree thought what's wrong with me. I wished I can go out alone. Run away for awhile to get a breather. It's a DAMN BORING Saturday!

Surfed the forums and got a great recommendation from one of the mommies on breast feeding website, Dr. Jack Newman, The Birth Den. Interesting videos showing new mommies who are going to embark on a breast feeding career how should they go about on proper latching, compression.

Mommy is grouchy and getting grouchier. Thinking of..... hiaz, I shall let it be and take it easy la!

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