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It's EDD! Woke up in the morning and called my gynae's clinic to reschedule my afternoon appointment to morning. We reached clinic at 11am, there was quite a number of patients waiting. Manage to see Adrian, my gynae at 12pm. Adrian did a cervix check for me, he said he would not encourage medical induce, especially that I had my surgery when removing my fibroids in 2003. There are some concerns like higher percentage of rupture of surgery scar, lower chance of natural birth. Likewise, I would want my birthing be as natural as possible. He said instead, he would do a membrane sweep on my womb wall. That's a way of natural induction. Wow! the feeling after the membrane sweep, is pretty overwhelming. Feel like a virgin,after the little procedure. (",) Started some contractions, after that. Adrian said, get ready for the next 48 hours to birth Seth. (">) Can see Olive Tree longing look. HA! We have so many concern friends and prayer warriors to pray for us, and we...

This is the day that Olive Tree predicts that Darling Seth will be due for delivery. Probably I have been hoping all along that our blessed baby will intend to come out today, making everyone exhilarated to see him. Guess, again, I should have leave all to the Lord's timing, really, and not to stress myself over the day that Darling Seth intends to meet us. Actually, was a bit touchy today. I have rejected all calls to my mobile phone, refuses to reply to smss, and took my usual nap in the morning. All I was telling myself, Rest in the Lord, and He shall make all things turn out for the good of us. No point worrying about the Due Day. I believe Jesus is preparing me to get ready for labour, and also experience a Supernatural Childbirth, I cannot use my self-effort to always hoping to make Seth be born soon. I know the Lord understands my heart's desires but HE has His timing also to make sure we enjoy the best moment of holding darling Seth in our arms. We had chosen the Chine...

Expecting, expecting, am I going a bit crazy or what?! Didn't have a good night's sleep as my tummy tightening made me stay awake all night. I thought to myself, " This is it?" My darling bb Seth is going to due!! Anyway, another false alarm. Now eyes almost shutting while blogging. Wished that today Olive Tree doesn't have to go to work and accompany me. Was thinking to go to Communicasia 2005 , but no one to go with. (" Now is the time, if I can do as much of my own things as possible, before I go into labour. Urrgh! No idea why I am feeling so unstable! Got myself meddling with Graphic Converter 5.2, that comes with my PB 12. Check these out! It's really chicken feat to do the basic animated gif with this software. Another thumbs up for mac OS X. Jeral & Jurnus, as Rabbits. Joel & Jeral in Jail. Yes, you have guessed it, I don't have anything better to do, but explore my image editing. And Yes, I have something to do, that's is calm my...

Visited Adrian today, at ACJ Clinic, at 4.30pm today. My bro, Jack sent me there as Olive Tree isn't free, has to work. There wasn't any crowd when I reached the clinic. At least, don't have to wait for too long. Jack was fascinated by the outlook of Adrian's Clinic. Stylish, Warmth. Was complaining to Adrian, that we actually chalked up S$2.3k of antenatal bill just for our first born! Inevitable, he said. As my first trimester, I was always at the A&E of KKH. (" So he was saying, the next one, take up his package, I could have save much more. We did a U/S scan, and Seth is still a bit facing upwards, manage to get a more 3D look on the U/S. The assistant nurse, said Seth looks like me! HA!! Adrian said, just shift a bit of his head downwards, facing my spine, Seth would be ready for delivery. Of course, I can't wait to see Seth, I confess that it's our Daddy's timing for Seth to be due, and he said, next week would see me in the labor ward! I remi...

Why the complain! Only because now I realised I have stretchmarks on my tummy and part of my bump! Hiaz.. (" Sad ah!! Saturday, 4th June, I managed to configure my 12" PBook to my home network, created file and printer sharing!! Wow!! You can imagine how thrilled I was. I thought I have lost touch to Networking, IT. Hee....Thank God, He makes me realise I have the purpose for my hands. Now, I am able to file transfer, print documents, via my home network, though its a WIndows based network, but my mac connected seamlessly with the network. I must say the OS X Tiger, really is a breeze to use. Found out so many stuffs that you can do with the build in bundle softwares that come with the PBook. (",) For the price you pay for a mac, which is higher than you owning a win based PC, I find the money spent are worth, as they have all the required softwares for you to utilise, eg. Language conversion, Dictionary, Photo Editing, Video Editing(simple), cool functions etc. All thes...

Look how soundly the chilli padi sleeps! When she awoke, terror everywhere, I can tell u!!!

It's amazing, despite our trespasses, how our Daddy, forgive, and not only forgive but forget our sins, because of all the sacrifices His Beloved Son has done for us. That's Unconditional Love. His Great Love for us make us unknowing change our personality for the better. I know at times, or rather lately, I have been feeling kinda out of sort. I do not want to attribute my attitude change to pregnancy, as I know, as what my Father has given me, righteousness, grace and favor in Him, I would not be waived by pure FEELINGS. I came to realise that if you try so much with your self effort that you should not lead by your feelings, you are so doom to be led by your FEELINGS!! Don't know if you get what I mean. Anyhow, I plainly rest myself in Him, not give myself so much strive to overcome what I am going through. I know our Sweet Daddy will make all things turn out for good. Lately, I've been feeling unloved, (I know I should not feel this way), by my Olive Tree. What...

Blessings! At least I am not due this week. That allows me to go to Motherhood Exhibition and PC Show 2005. In fact, I was down with a flu, over the weekend. I had rested so much, thinking to gain my energy so that this week I am up and running to go shop around. Thank God for His grace and mercy, hee.. tat I am well enough, and went out on Wednesday. 1st June, went Motherhood Exhibition with Jedidah, grabbed the following: 1. Nepia Diapers (Small). Was told 1 household can buy only 1 pack! (" 2. 2 Nursing Bras, looks super comfort and branded cost me S$15/ea. Bargain! 3. 1 Nursing Top for outing. 4. Jedidah and Justin blessed me with the Sarong Sling! Yes, the Deep Purple Silk!! (",) ================================================================= 2nd June, went with my Bro's family and mom, got the following: 1. Nepia Diapers AGAIN!! 2 packs this time, bought Newborn and Small as now they said 1 household can buy 2 packs! Cost S$13/pack. 2. Got more freebies, as I sig...