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When will it end?

To wake up almost every half an hour, with the incessant cries of Seth, nightmares, night terrors. Gosh! It has really been very trying. It was only yesterday that it seems he has got over the nightmares but tonight it started again. With the constant crying, "throw away, oh, no. Cannot go, ......" his dialogue in his nightmares tell of what he has experienced in the day. Seeing him in such a torture, pains my heart. I missed the days when he sleeps really soundly throughout the nights. He is a happy boy. But now? Everything changes, he can turn so moody for no apparent reason?!! Yes, I know, he is going through his phase of understanding and controlling his moods, displaying his temperaments and exploring his boundaries. IT takes a toll on us, as his parents.

Olive Tree fell sick again. Needless to say, with all the HANGING around together during the last week when Seth was having his flu virus. I would not want to see him falling sick as he just recovered from his ailments before I gave birth to Grace. I never see Olive Tree getting sick so often, till we have kids. *shake head*

I feel like crying out loud again. When I thought I can sleep, after the night feeding for Grace, Seth's into his nightmares and cried till the cows come home!! When I manage to settle him back to sleep, Grace woke up! Darn, it's 2.30am! I have not really slept a wink! At this moment, crazy mind just need to let it all out. URRRGH! Can scrap? oh ya, as if I have the mojo now. :( Utterly distraught with all the recent happenings to Seth. I find handling Seth is more than a handful now, if he continues to behave in such a way. I pray pray pray.... let it all ends, with his bad temperament, his whining, his clinging. Hope that he'll be back to his normal self, cheerful and happy. Not cry baby.

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