I was reminiscing the time when BB Seth first born, the little things that made him a "big" boy now. How time flies. It was really a very intriguing 10 months of a new baby's life! No words can describe the feelings of being a mommy, a SAHM, a FTWM now. It's alot of things encompass together that makes me such a {fill in the blank} mommy. There isn't a day that I will go by, without thanking God for his love for us and with such a wonderful blessing bestowed upon us. BB Seth has been such a dear boy. Of course, I don't deny hair pulling days when he simply loves to do things that we disapprove of, the sleepless nights that he has put us through. However, the love outweigh the hair pulling days and seeing him so adorable with his smiling face, our stress and hard days work are paid off. :D Indeed, we should not be sooo stress over whatever that comes forth as we know the blessings surpasses the stress and Jesus has given us so much of the blessings that the stress level becomes microcosmic.
Just yesterday, I was thinking to give Olive Tree a break (he has been all tolerable, supportive, in my new hobby), and we went to our friend's place for mahjong session. BB Seth was tired and I tried ways and means to get him to sleep, however, the environment proves to be too strange for him to really sleep well. Once I put him down on the mattress my friend has laid for him, he will wail and refuse to fall back to sleep. I've nursed till I am so dried, but it fails. I can't recollect how many times, my bosom peak have been bitten. I was bushed. So, a smelly face me, a grouchy BB Seth and a Daddy who can't wait to finish the game and bring us home. Worse was, a heavy downpour when we left our friend's place! Got myself drenched and drove back home at 3am. The tiredness overtakes whatever feeling and I think Olive Tree must be feeling apologetic over the late nights and said no more MJ session for him liao. Anyway, I don't mind him playing MJ just that it would be better to be in our place, as BB Seth needs his bed to sleep.
Haven't been blogging for ages since I started working. It's been a month already since I start to work. WOW! There are loads of things to do now. Though not the busiest period, but just playing politics in the company can be as tired. I have been very drained due to work. I would say I am adapting ok. Somehow, I've become even more critical about things and also being too outspoken (it'll probably land me in some hot soup, but heck lar!) Since I've not blog for awhile, my blog has to be long-winded! hah!
The only pleasure I've come to gain is, non-stop SB Shopping! I had quite an amazing appetite at SB Shopping. Now that I've manage to earn, it's getting horrible! HOW!!?? Ok, I have to restraint a bit but then again, it's too tempting not to buy when I go shopping. That's where Olive Tree has been very patient with me and also at my crop sessions with my friends. :D Thanks dear!
These are the damage done for the past week. Pheeew! What a loot and some I did not shown as I've started using already. You can imagine, how mess my scraproom gonna be. Geez...need to housekeep again to know where I put all the stuffs. hehehe...Olive Tree did a mini cupboard so that I can put all my PPs and CS. Tools are also being stored inside so I don't have them crop around my workstation. Plastic bags of stuffs accumulating in the room. Gosh! Clearing is a chore! But nonetheless, I've to upkeep the area since it's also BB Seth's play room. So much of updating and I am so ZZZzzzzz already. Ok, hope that I have the energy tomorrow to do the AmayZing Race at SB Gang. Need to recuperate from the tiredness. Me blabbering, so please forgive me.....
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