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She

your every movements
your every actions
your every thoughts
displayed your anti-socialibity

you were once so sweet and amicable
you were once my close confidante
you know me since I am young and restless
you listen to my heart and share
you were always the wonderful sister I wanted
and I always thought you are the most amazing mathematician in the world
with a great intelligence that non can match

days passed, months came, years gone
you are or you were
now, is it a perception on the great personality that I ever know

looking at you now
your haggard deposition
your sacrificial act for the sake of your children
your love for them
your demands from them
how long will they last

your once beauty
now a history
your once intelligence
now a mind insane
always thinking that people have motives
on things they do for your family and you
your unmatchable thinking
creates unthinkable reasoning

your thoughts and actions now
stir the relationship of siblings
into deep abyss
once so loved so closed and so open
brother and sister
is gone
how this outcome
saddens me

my prayers to the Lord
to change a distorted mind
to change a harden heart
make it beautiful once more
make it sweet and alluring
make it feels passion about everything
make it knows
you are never being taken disadvantage of
your heart earn savings
were never squandered by the FAMILY

last of all
Lord
please give back my brother to me


Dedicated: to the higher intelligence in the FAMILY


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