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Not in the right frame of mind


Again, just manage to make BB seth to sleep. He is so darn tired.

Why?

Because he has not really sleep a wink today. He slept half an hour, woke up. Breast-fed him, and then never sleep. The pattern goes on and on since 11am till now. He sure is "difficult" today. Hiaz. He was "reprimanded" by me just now. As I breast-fed him, he will be so tired and doze off, thus "puut" out my nipple. When he realised my nipple not in his mouth all of a sudden, he would cry in dissatisfaction. Aiyo. We dingdong many times of this today that I can't take it, and told him off! ("<)

Am I a bad mommy?

Kind of. Since so young, I reprimanded him. Not in a fantastic mood too, as Olive Tree going to come home late, and Jon, so last minute, said he can't pick mom up to send her home, therefore, mom has to take the train back home! What the heck la. That is to say, mom going back early, I'll be home alone. I don't mind the home alone but I miss my mom being around. Talk about mom and daughter attachment.

Better get a nap now in case BB Seth wakes up for next feed soon.

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