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Mixed Feelings

Finally, into my 36th Week, and I have such mixed feelings about my soon to be born darling, Seth. Its really with great anticipation and also many concerns about how well I would be taking the delivery process, and if I have done sufficient on ensuring all things required for Seth are all in place. Guess every Parents-to-be will have such concerns. I don't think I am the odd one out.

Nowadays, my sleep are really erractical. Some nites, I would be sleeping like a baby with Seth co-operating with me, not kicking and moving too much. Some nite, esp. like last nite, I really have aches around my groin, legs ache. Had to ask Olive Tree to massage for me. I have no choice but to try to sleep as much, because the rest now is very important to me. When Seth is born, I will really have to be 100% focus on taking good care of him, nursing him.

Going for my antenatal check up later in the afternoon. Actually looking forward to today as it's
Great Singapore Sale! But then again, yesterday went out with my friend for lunch, shopping at SLS, then to her customer premise in the east to deliver stocks and sent her back. by the time I got home, I really so darn tired!! ("<) Didn't had my nap!

So very grouchy. Had a fight with Olive Tree over trivial matter. ("<)

Hope today will be a much better day. It's sunny outside! Good weather.

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